12/21/20

• it is monday, 12:16pm
• intake 10mg 11:53 am
• yesterday:
• i didn't do much
• no intake
• got tested for covid
  
• went to target:
• picked up prescription for infection
• tried to buy a gift
• card declined; suspicious activity 
• link to authorize purchase in email didn't work
• phone battery at 5%
• 30+ mins on the phone only to learn chase fraud department is closed
• not sure if this is a particularly frustrating experience or if i am developing aggression
• either way it was cathartic to yell and punch the steering wheel
  
• two days ago, saturday:
• intake 10mg sometime before 9 am
• expectations meeting with maker studio at 9 am
• shift at studio from 2 to 9 pm
• out the door by 9:20 pm; a new record
  
• my memory seems to be getting worse; the days are blazing by 
• some positive things:
• corporate laptop replacement order placed; thank you, lilee
• chase theoretically unlocked my card today; you still suck, chase
  
• kilnlink issue was resolved; thank you, joshua
• today:
• round two for gift buying at target
• mother requests a phone call
  
• i'm still alive