1/12/21

• it is tuesday, 7:15 pm
  
• last time i wanted to write, i only had sad thoughts
  
• i used to keep voicemail messages from my mom since around 2010
  
• i guess when i made some changes to my carrier account last year the voicemails got deleted
  
• most of them were from when i first left the house to go to college
• intakes (10mg):
• 1/5: ? am
  
• 1/6: ? am
  
• 1/7: 9:50 am
  
• 1/8: 10:24 am
  
• 1/9: 9:48 am 
• 1/10: 10:41am
• 1/11: 8:14 am
  
• 1/12: 11:06 am
• i started drinking coffee again; today is day 2
• caffeine intake in general has increased; black tea
  
• i have the urge to write a lot, but the fingers aren't doing much typing
  
• i'll try again tomorrow